What/Who am I to You, Yahweh?
King of Kings, Lord of Lords,
The Great I am that I am
Elohim above ALL Elohim
Why do you care for me?
As dirty and sinful as I am?
As many times as I fall
flat on my shameful face
because of these stubborn
ingrained
mindsets
behaviors
tumultuous feelings
manifesting as
pride
arrogance
selfishness
self this, self that
self-pity
self-rejection
self-centeredness
self-focused
self-neglect
self
self
self
deliver me from the bondage of
self…
You and only You can free me,
forgive me
purge me
renew me
regenerate me
heal me…
resetting my soul
before all the trauma
drama
chaos
hijacking my heart
my brain,
my very soul
morphing me
into this self-absorbed
wounded animal,
nursing my wounds…
creating a barrier around my heart
self-protecting
even from You, my Deliverer
Will I, even I?
be written in Your book of Life
or Your book of the dead?
